Unlike miss schmartypants, I had a terrible day. I cried, I got a lousy report, got upstaged by my perfect girlfriend, managed to make both her and my mum hate me, spent half my day trying to make it up to my mum by doing other people's chores and being pleasant and just getting ignored or told off, and cut my hand after punching my wardrobe door after tea.
I can't even be properly miserable or pissed off cause I know that everyone else has bigger problems than me. Fuck it
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ReplyDelete1. lauren could never hate you. EVER.
ReplyDelete2. our problems (as i have discovered) are completely relative. they're only as bad as we percieve them to be. and from what i can tell you have had an absolutely crap arse day so... you gots problems. its hard to understand the problems of other people. but worse than that (and something most people dont realise) is that it is actually impossible to compare. we all go through different things. we all experience different hardships and you cant go 'yeah my life sucks. oh but look at bob, his life is much worse than mine...' and then guilt trip yourself and make yourself feel worse for feeling bad about somethign that bob could easily brush off. everyones circumstances are different. you have to remember that. and that people around you love you. even though that may not help much... i do... lauren certainly does...
If it's bothering you, then it's a big deal.
ReplyDeleteHaving a shitstorm of a day happens now and again, but Ben, tomorrow you get another chance to start over. And I know there's something great in you, you just have to accept it.
From reading the comments, you not only have great friends who love you, but an awesome girlfriend who thinks the sun shines on your ass.
I don't think it gets any better than that, yo.
Leish and Sal are right, babe. As much as I would like to throttle that woman right about now, you just have to live with it - it won't last forever. I love you, mmkay? And I could never hate you. :)
ReplyDeleteToo late for that. It got worse...
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