Just for once...

Just for once I wish I wasn't always the murder victim in people's dreams.

Just for once I wish I got what I wanted.

Just for once I wish I was spoilt.

Just for once I wish I could make the right decisions in my life.

Just for once I wish my puppy wasn't the only one happy to see me when I got home.

Just for once I wish I wasn't an outsider.

Just for once I wish I could have things that other people take for granted.

Just for once I wish I didn't have to deliberately lose all games and competitions to placate my siblings.

Just for once I wish I could be the person that everyone expects me to be.

Just for once I wish I was like I used to be - happy, without pessimism.

Just for once I wish I was as good at something as she is.

Just for once I wish that I didn't get classed as a geek.

Just for once I wish that nobody expects me to be smart - I'm not.

Just for once I wish I could get a better report than her.

Just for once I wish I could give my report or my school photos to my parents, and not have to leave them partially hidden somewhere when nobody's looking.

Just for once I wish I knew what I wanted.

Just for once I wish that I wasn't so timid.

Just for once I wish that I didn't get manipulated.

Just for once I wish I could be her other half and not feel insignificant.

Just for once I wish that wishes could be granted. 

Aggravation

People seem to believe that I'm a fairly calm person. There are not many things that annoy me. Spam is one of them.

 

因此，他妈的把我一个人离开。我不想看你的色情，所以要找到其他一些可怜的灵魂，以激怒，可能是一个谁不是采取和基督徒。找人绝望，而不是谁的人已经拥有一切，他们也更不能要求。迷路。我现在无法生气，所以我的博客独自离开。

 

P.S. Does anyone know how to report this?

How to convince a 6'4" ginger ninja that McDonald's is Spanish and was founded in the Middle Ages in just three easy steps:

1. Just tell him it is. He'll believe you.

2. Laugh about it later with any co-conspirators you may have.

3. Keep bringing it up to embarrass him. He'll deny it, but you know the truth.

Re: Me

Not all the time. And not to everyone.

Me.

Inadequate. Insignificant. Invisible.

 

順便說一下，停止發布廢話在我的博客和小便了。我不想看亞洲色情，我有一個女朋友，並不需要所有的垃圾得到踢像一些悲傷的人！因此，讓我們失去了體面的離開人啊！

The Life Game

Yesterday, I stumbled upon an idea for a game for bloggers to play, ironically while playing a game. I was playing Ferrari Challenge on PS3, and thought that I would be a much cooler person if I actually was a Ferrari race driver and not just some racing game geek =D.

 

But why stop at one game? Why not include all the games I've finished, and write a mock-wikipedia-biography thing? (Just a note for all you smart people who want to point out that it should be an autobiography because I'm writing it; who ever writes their own wikipedia page?

 

I thought this idea was kinda cool, even though you probably think I sound nerdy right now lol. But here I go (the games aren't in the order I've played/finished them, because it makes for a better story if they're mixed up):

 

Ben was born in England, and began his career playing for his local football (that's soccer to all you Australians and Americans) team, Bradford City. [FIFA 09] He left the team after a few seasons, and began racing tuned cars. He street raced illegally in a number of American cities, increasing in skill and reputation [NFS Underground, NFS Underground 2, NFS Carbon, Midnight Club 3, Midnight Club LA], until he became so notorious that the police issued a national warrant for his arrest, making him number one on their blacklist [NFS Most Wanted]. He escaped a national pursuit, and fled to Japan, where he began street racing again, but at legal events. [NFS ProStreet] This competition led him to Europe, and also back to America, where he raced under the alias of Ryan Cooper. From there, he drove in a series which converted street legal-cars into race-track ones, and won the championship in a Nissan GT-R racer. [NFS Shift]. He moved to Italy to join the factory-run Ferrari Challenge, and won all three championships, in Italy, Europe, and the USA respectively. With his prize money he bought a number of classic racing Ferraris, and entered them in other Ferrari Challenges throughout a number of seasons. [Ferrari Challenge Trofeo Pirelli] The Ferrari F1 Team then offered him a test driving seat, and from there he moved to McLaren F1, where he won the World Championship on his second attempt. [F1 2006] Two more followed in later years, and for the start of this season he has joined the new-coming team Lotus for a challege.

 

Or something like that lol. Nerdy hey? But if you like the idea, comment back with your video-game-cooler-than-life story. I can read your comments at least =D

Post hoc, ergo propter hoc

Feeling like an idiot now, for a number of reasons. Can't explain any of them properly, and nobody cares anyway. Even if they did, I'm not sure I want them to know.

 

When I returned to the blogosphere it was on the pretext of having interesting things occur to me that could only be said on a blog. I'm devoid of interesting things to say at the minute, and I have no idea why I'm blogging this. I'm sorry

How this is gonna work

After receiving my first emailed comment, I've just realised that I have no idea how to comment back. So maybe you could avoid asking me questions lol? At least I still get to read what you say :)

 

If I think of anything else to say later on, I'll be back

A Return (of sorts)

I'm back.

 

Sort of. I'm email blogging, and I have no idea how all this works, so be patient with me. If there's any of you left.

 

I realised today that there are some thoughts which appear in my head that I just can't say to people, no matter how intriguing they are. Blogs are the place to do that, I decided.

 

Port Adelaide is a strange place.

testing

testing. lauren is awesome!

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