I apologise to anyone who read the title and thought that this blog was going to contain an embarrassing story or a "shut down" moment, because in actual fact it's about my feelings. Cue moaning =D. I just felt that I had to express that in social situations, such as the small group I attened tonight, I am an incredibly awkward and socially inadept person.
I don't know quite why. I don't even know how. I'm just that person who doesn't talk unless asked a question, and at small group I'm always the one on the outside of any conversation. The people at small group are different to me. More popular and sociable.
I'm like a LEGO brick discovered among a box of jigsaw pieces. I just don't fit, in more than one way. Unfortunately, if anyone still reads this blog, it's up to you to piece the puzzle together and tell me what I'm doing wrong.
Because I'm beginning to think that I might be one of the edge pieces, on the outside, forever. And just a little bit square.
Love, lots of us feel that way - especially me.
ReplyDeleteYou're not an outsider, you fit in with us.
And I love you. :3
<3 xx
I just thought I'd confirm that- I feel the very same way. Some people are just better at hiding it than others. Embrace who you are, being quiet and awkward are personality traits and quirks, not weaknesses :)
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